Almost lover // Hopeless Dream

Wednesday, 02 December 2009

Wednesday, 20 May 2009

Tuesday, 21 April 2009

  • because i hate studying- some real pics of me

    A picture is worth a thousand words
    1. A picture of you in your room
    my dorm room from first year with my roomate
     
    2. A picture of you feeling very energetic
    tracy's birthday dancing downtown

    3.A picture of you on your birthday
    Halloween!

    4. Youngest picture you have

    5.A picture you have in your favourite outfit
    My prom dress...4 years ago..still fits lol! i loved it

    6. A picture of you making a goofy face
    haha new years

    7. A picture from a team or club
    Volleyball
    (cant find the pic :() heres us at warm-up

    8. A picture from a day or night you regret
    i regret hooking up with my ex

    9. A picture of the real you
    haha i make this pose most of the time..its my "good side"

    10. The most recent picture of you
    with the women in my family on easter

    11. A picture of you being absolutely ridiculous
    *there are three people in this picture at the bottom of the stairs..

    12. A picture of a time in your life thats over, but you wish wasnt
     me and my ex; i wish i never had to leave

    13. A picture of a time thats over, and you couldnt be happier
    HIGH SCHOOL lol...but i would go back for sure

    14. A picture you had no idea was being taken
    ahaha talking to my bff

    15. A picture of you when you were a different person then you are now
    well, i now have ridiculously blonde hair...

    16. a picture of you in a fashion "don't"
    well, i hate when my bra shows...tacky


    17. A picture you hate
    me and the bff, i hate what pomegranate rockstars do to my mouth..sigh

    18. A picture of you that describes how you'd like to spend every day
    surrounded by people i love

    19. A picture of you when everything was changing
    when i moved back home...how i miss my friends so

    20. A picture that makes you smile
    oh how i'd love to marry this man and make tallll babies

  • When you get married, where do you want to go for your honeymoon?



       i want to go toooooooooo europe or japan, or do some sort of cross continental trip...no where hot please

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Monday, 20 April 2009

Saturday, 18 April 2009

  • so i just learned my mom used to have lots of sex when she was young. she met my dad when she was 18 and my dad was worried hahah. My dad seems to enjoy looking at porn alot, i found his online stash when i was 12. So, it makes sense to me why i'm so addicted to sex and everything related. I want to be a doctor becuase i adore the human body, not just sexually. I have no shame, haha.

    Man, i could use a good fuck right now

Monday, 13 April 2009

  • frustration

    I just need to get something off my chest.

    Ok, I'm not that mysterious girl in the sense that i'll be quiet and shy and wait for you to call. I'm outgoing and outspoken and curious and interested and hyper. I went out with a friend of a friend on thursday, had an awesome night. The guy bought all my drinks and my friends some drinks too. We went home and had amazing sex. Some of the best sex i've ever had. He was impressed by my riding abilities as well. Afterwards we just talked and talked until we fell asleep. The next morning I drove him to the bus stop, pausing for him to buy me a coffee to offer thanks. I don't normally like a guy buying me everything, i prefer to split costs, but he rationed that i work part-time and i'm a student, while he works full time and makes amazing money. So as i kissed him goodbye he said he'll be in touch and can't wait to do it again....oh the joy i felt, finally a new man in my life.



    ..EH! wrong, I'm overreacting I know, but i havent really heard from him since friday. I texted him last night, no reply, i texted him happy easter and got a u too, and then sent another message, no reply. Yes, i'm probably overreacting, but commmmmann! I just want a little reassurance, so I don't feel like I fall into the stereotypical sleep-with-the-girl-then-ditch-her persona. GRrrrRR!

    Anywho, not gonna message him anymore, just gonna check my phone every so often, haha. But now that i've finally had sex again after the longest 6 month draught, i am so horny i wanna do it again and again and again.

    Oh well.

Thursday, 05 March 2009

  • The pressure is getting to me. I'm an outgoing fun person. Well i used to be. Now i live at home again, i work only a few hours a week so my paychecks are about $200 every 2 weeks. I'm also a full-time student in sciences. I have assignments and labs comming out of my ass. Midterms start next week. My visa is maxed out at $500, my chequing account is $3. I get paid tomorrow, so i have to start paying off my visa. My mom just called and rubbed me the wrong way, forcing me to walk an hour to work after being at school from 7-4, i have work from 5-10, then a formal lab due tomorrow at 8 that i just barely started. I havent slept more then 5 hours the past 3 nights. My eye lids are always heavy, i am always hungry. i've put on about 10 pounds at least since last year. I can't stand myself.